Thursday, April 23, 2009

Ramblings from my head

Do you ever feel like life is getting the better of you?  That your only goal is just to make it through the day?  That you only have enough energy to focus on the moment you are in and nothing more?  Well, that's what I feel like most days lately.  I just don't feel like I'm doing a "good" job at anything and am just able to survive the day.  I have a desire to give 100% to everything - my full time job in HR, my full time job has mother, wife and home maker, my role as a student and my goal of making it as a photographer.  I wish there were more time in the day so I can get all of the tasks checked off my "to do" list.  And more importantly, I want to be able to feel confident that I was able succeed in those tasks.  Forgive me if I'm not doing a good job of explaining myself....I guess I just wanted to share a little about what is going on lately.  

I will leave you with a picture of some beautiful red tulips I captured today while out shooting.  I took some time during my lunch hour to head to the park and shoot...it was wonderful.  There is just something about being behind the lens that centers me and gives me peace.  I pray that God continues to allow me to nurture my love of photography and enables me to share that love with (and for) others.

4 comments:

Lisa Laxton said...

Keep your chin up..most of us feel the exact same way you do sometimes,if not all the time! The picture is great!!!

Amanda said...

I totally understand where you're coming from, Heather! If you ever need to chat, I'm here!

Anonymous said...

ur a GREAT photo taker..♥ they are pretty

love erica

Anonymous said...

I understand where you are coming from sis, you know that I am here if you need to talk.

Love Your Sister